now i'm updating.
so u people just read kay ?
I know there are rumors spread by some assholes saying
I have first-stage tumor in my kidneys or aids or cancer or whatsoever shyts.
listen,
I have non of those.
I had a cyst called dermoid cyst which is 5.6cm x 5.3cm in size
and it was nearby my right ovary.
if it was discovered a lil' later,
then yes,
it will become cancer.
admitted to Ampang Puteri Specialist Hospital on thursday night
after my korean dinner with my parents and godparents ♥
had tukbaegi dweji bulgogi, sticky rice cakes and I don't remember.
08/07/10
slept alone with a neighbour at the ward.
parents slept so nicely at home.
couldn't really sleep thinking about the operation which was on the next day.
09/07/10
the day finally arrived.
woke up at 8,
prepared myself.
changed into their uniform,
felt so naked.
the anesthetist and surgeon came to visit me before the operation
along with the nurses.
that actually made me more nervous instead of calm.
parents arrived.
nurses pushed the bed I was on to the operation room.
transfered from one bed to another (3 beds).
kinda calmed down when I knew that the nurses, anesthetist and surgeon
are mum's friends.
they can really talk non-stop.
went into the operation room.
waited for the anesthetist.
she arrived and inject the anesthetic drug into my body.
when the drug reach your hand,
you can really feel the sore on your hand.
then when it's starting to reach your brain,
you'll feel dizzy.
"how are you feeling?" doc said,
"pening" I said,
"okay, jangan lawan rasa pening tu. biarkan saje" doc.
the lights started to move around and all,
just like the ones in the movies.
*blackout-ed*
next thing I know,
I woke up when the surgery was over for half an hour.
first person I saw was mum then it was dad.
and I started crying,
not that I was TOUCHED,
I was in PAIN.
I don't normally cry for pain,
so you can imagine the pain.
the doc took out the cyst and appendix as well
cause appendix has no function at all in a human body
unless aching the tummy is a function.
time passed and calls kept coming in,
how was it how was it how was it ?
I survived I survived I surviveddd.
texted few people who asked me to text them.
the pain went on and on and on
till I slept.
10/07/10
mum slept with me.
next to me to be exact.
mum can really move on bed.
turn here and there.
thank god she did not slam on my wound.
next morning was boring.
boredom conquered me and I conquered the bed.
humans came to visit,
had no energy to layan.
sorry larh.
11/07/10
foods in hospital,
a real SIGH.
still aching but felt better.
doc said i'll be discharged tomorrow.
things happened later on.
combo,
what a month.
migraine, cyst, appendix
and this.
knew something was very wrong.
12/07/10
couldn't really sleep.
not because of the pain,
was just depressed.
today,
i'm out from jail.
I meant hosp.
they're almost the same.
now i'm sitting here blogging
while feeding on porridge to feed on my pills later.
gtg.
tata humans.
I lied.
I was pissed,
so I said I regret.
but if you really regret,
I have nothing to say then.
sorry.
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