have you no humanity ?

mother of all bitches.

confession

I confess you are the best thing in my life

But I’m afraid when I hear stories
About a husband and wife
There’s no happy endings
No Henry Lee
But you are the greatest thing about me.

you are

it is what it seemed to be.

when I saw it

and watched it

I totally broke down and teared.

Once thought that the she would be me

and now

how foolish.

did you ?

do you ?

IGNORANCE

"oi huan hee, don't ignore me"

well,

I rarely ignore people.

so when I ignore you

it's either I'm busy

or

YOU deserved to be ignored by me at that very moment.

either I didn't like what you did or say.

if you don't wish to be ignored by me,

watch your words.

(:

no worries people,

I'm still very friendly.

I judge people based on my knowledge and what I see

:D

to you,

don't have to hide.

I know everything thats happening right now.

go ahead and do what you want.

I'll do what I want too.

but please larh,

don't give fake reasons to your friends.

so obviously fake.

AND OWH !

happy BIRDday or BALLSday or whatever day

SILLYliang

thanks for everything (:

I'll start it with a

"HI"

You can't foretell the future.

Freedom it is.

though I never expected this,

but yeah,

I have it now.

at this very moment.

will try to cope with it.

homo sapiens,

EYU HUAN HEE

is back (;

friends will do

:D

was too lazy to blog. sorry :D

now i'm updating.

so u people just read kay ?

I know there are rumors spread by some assholes saying

I have first-stage tumor in my kidneys or aids or cancer or whatsoever shyts.

listen,

I have non of those.

I had a cyst called dermoid cyst which is 5.6cm x 5.3cm in size

and it was nearby my right ovary.

if it was discovered a lil' later,

then yes,

it will become cancer.

admitted to Ampang Puteri Specialist Hospital on thursday night

after my korean dinner with my parents and godparents ♥

had tukbaegi dweji bulgogi, sticky rice cakes and I don't remember.

08/07/10

slept alone with a neighbour at the ward.

parents slept so nicely at home.

couldn't really sleep thinking about the operation which was on the next day.

09/07/10

the day finally arrived.

woke up at 8,

prepared myself.

changed into their uniform,

felt so naked.

the anesthetist and surgeon came to visit me before the operation

along with the nurses.

that actually made me more nervous instead of calm.

parents arrived.

nurses pushed the bed I was on to the operation room.

transfered from one bed to another (3 beds).

kinda calmed down when I knew that the nurses, anesthetist and surgeon

are mum's friends.

they can really talk non-stop.

went into the operation room.

waited for the anesthetist.

she arrived and inject the anesthetic drug into my body.

when the drug reach your hand,

you can really feel the sore on your hand.

then when it's starting to reach your brain,

you'll feel dizzy.

"how are you feeling?" doc said,

"pening" I said,

"okay, jangan lawan rasa pening tu. biarkan saje" doc.

the lights started to move around and all,

just like the ones in the movies.

*blackout-ed*

next thing I know,

I woke up when the surgery was over for half an hour.

first person I saw was mum then it was dad.

and I started crying,

not that I was TOUCHED,

I was in PAIN.

I don't normally cry for pain,

so you can imagine the pain.

the doc took out the cyst and appendix as well

cause appendix has no function at all in a human body

unless aching the tummy is a function.

time passed and calls kept coming in,

how was it how was it how was it ?

I survived I survived I surviveddd.

texted few people who asked me to text them.

the pain went on and on and on

till I slept.

10/07/10

mum slept with me.

next to me to be exact.

mum can really move on bed.

turn here and there.

thank god she did not slam on my wound.

next morning was boring.

boredom conquered me and I conquered the bed.

humans came to visit,

had no energy to layan.

sorry larh.

11/07/10

foods in hospital,

a real SIGH.

still aching but felt better.

doc said i'll be discharged tomorrow.

things happened later on.

combo,

what a month.

migraine, cyst, appendix

and this.

knew something was very wrong.

12/07/10

couldn't really sleep.

not because of the pain,

was just depressed.

today,

i'm out from jail.

I meant hosp.

they're almost the same.

now i'm sitting here blogging

while feeding on porridge to feed on my pills later.

gtg.

tata humans.

I lied.

I was pissed,

so I said I regret.

but if you really regret,

I have nothing to say then.

sorry.